So, here I am again; and lucky you, I am not grouchy today :) I guess we are all entitled to a bad day every now and then right? I am deciding to believe that that is all it was - a bad day, and had nothing to do with the Champix. It was a full moon, and you know what they say about full moons right? Well, here is what I say about full moons - FULL MOON MIND FUCKERY. Period. That's all I am going to say :)
so, I am on day 12 people...NO SMOKING IN 12 DAYS! Do I still want to smoke? Sometimes. I think the important thing to recognize at this point, is that it is all in my head now. I no longer have ANY craving for nicotine, and the physical withdrawal is non-existent. Wow right?
So now what? Well.. now I am researching how exactly to get off this crazy drug without well, going crazy! Funny how this blog has come full circle. I should also tell you that I have had to change a few more things in the last couple of weeks - namely COFFEE. Yes, I have given up the gold. I no longer need caffeine; although I do think of it often. I have tried to drink it, and it tastes like it is missing something...yeah, it's missing it's wing man...SMOKE. So, I have had to kiss it goodbye.
I am also sleeping a little better since starting the Valerian Root. Hmm...it almost seems too good to be true.
Stay tuned!
so, I am on day 12 people...NO SMOKING IN 12 DAYS! Do I still want to smoke? Sometimes. I think the important thing to recognize at this point, is that it is all in my head now. I no longer have ANY craving for nicotine, and the physical withdrawal is non-existent. Wow right?
So now what? Well.. now I am researching how exactly to get off this crazy drug without well, going crazy! Funny how this blog has come full circle. I should also tell you that I have had to change a few more things in the last couple of weeks - namely COFFEE. Yes, I have given up the gold. I no longer need caffeine; although I do think of it often. I have tried to drink it, and it tastes like it is missing something...yeah, it's missing it's wing man...SMOKE. So, I have had to kiss it goodbye.
I am also sleeping a little better since starting the Valerian Root. Hmm...it almost seems too good to be true.
Stay tuned!
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