Finish Line

Good morning peeps! So here we are at the finish line of the crazy drug CHAMPIX. I do have a bit to report on my weaning off process, and intend to continue until things are "well" again. The good news is that I have not smoked since Sept 27, 2012. I feel like I can breathe, and I am able to be around cigarettes and not be tempted. The bad new is that Champix is a very difficult drug to come off of. In saying this, I shall explain. Approximately 3 weeks ago I "dosed down" to .5ml in the morning and .5ml in the evening...it was then that I saw the inner monster. I felt as though I was in a constant state of PMS...except it was amped up a bit more than regular PMS. Well, this morning I had a good bout of tears...and stopped the Champix. I am done...a non-smoker....I did it.....I DID IT! I don't want to chance feeling any worse by staying on it, and I am off for the next couple of days, so I figured I should cut this shit out now. I really haven't had a whole lot of "bad stuff" to report throughout this journey, however I will warn anyone that I know that if they decide to jump on the Champix wagon, that getting off the shit is a miserable experience. I hope and pray that I don't turn to the "smokes".
Until tomorrow.....