DAY 6 - So far so good. I was able to sleep last night, and I am so HAPPY about that! I woke up this morning with the desire to sleep longer, and that just never happens. I am also beginning to see a bit of a decline in the desire for a cigarette. For example, I usually arrive at work for 9am, and take my scheduled break at 10:30am, at which time I can smoke 3 cigarettes in a 15minute time frame. I KNOW what you are thinking....THAT IS SOO WRONG! It is insanity at it's finest is what it is. Anyways, this morning I came in 1/2 hour early because I knew I had a lunch date with my girlfriend, and I wanted to cover my bases if we went over our scheduled lunch break. Well, with saying all of that....it is now just past 10am, and I am not craving a cigarette!. Yahoo! I could do cartwheels right now!
Maybe, just MAYBE, this might work :)
Okay, that was my positivity for the day, and here is my fear. This weekend I am heading into PMS (I'm not sure what is too much information), and I am a little frightened about it. Normally, on any given month, I am a highly sensitive, overly emotional wreck, who contemplates everything at this time. Now, add this dirty little mood altering, psycho - producing drug and I think I have good reason to be just a tad worrisome right? I have yet to "feel" irritable in the last few days, but I haven't really pressed the limits by sitting through a craving neither. So what is to come of September's PMS? Who knows. I will warn my significant other and son to be on guard as I normally do, but I am really hoping to NOT rip any heads off. That is what I am praying for...everyone comes out of this alive :) Maybe I will just play Kelly Clarkson's "Dark Side" over and over like a theme song, and everyone will still "love" me in the end.
Till tomorrow....
Maybe, just MAYBE, this might work :)
Okay, that was my positivity for the day, and here is my fear. This weekend I am heading into PMS (I'm not sure what is too much information), and I am a little frightened about it. Normally, on any given month, I am a highly sensitive, overly emotional wreck, who contemplates everything at this time. Now, add this dirty little mood altering, psycho - producing drug and I think I have good reason to be just a tad worrisome right? I have yet to "feel" irritable in the last few days, but I haven't really pressed the limits by sitting through a craving neither. So what is to come of September's PMS? Who knows. I will warn my significant other and son to be on guard as I normally do, but I am really hoping to NOT rip any heads off. That is what I am praying for...everyone comes out of this alive :) Maybe I will just play Kelly Clarkson's "Dark Side" over and over like a theme song, and everyone will still "love" me in the end.
Till tomorrow....
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