Hey all..I'm back. Yeah, it took me all damn day, but I had things on my mind, so I wasn't sure how to post. So, today is DAY 2 on my dirty little drug...CHAMPIX. Okay, so I must admit that I had a hard time taking my second little white, personality altering, psychotic mood producing pill this morning. Yesterday did not go the way I had planned, and no, not because of the CHAMPIX; simply because the universe has a wicked sense of humour, and had me shell shocked for the evening. So, anyways, I was seriously thinking that maybe I should put the whole thing on hold for a bit. BUT I didn't, and here I am.
So, last night I had a really bizarre thing happen. I was on my way to a food festival which is an hour away from my home, and guess what? I endured the drive here, and a walk around the mall, and the drive to the food festival, and the food festival itself without smoking a cigarette. The best part is....I didn't even crave one! That is, until I got back to my car (after the festival)...then I smoked 3 (a wee bit stressed). Anyways, I thought it was a bit of a milestone along this so-called psychotic journey. Usually, I am craving a cigarette by the time I drive an hour ANYWHERE. It usually starts with a bit of anxiety, then some nerves, and then I just start talking fast, and planning where and when I can smoke soon. But, oh joy, oh bliss, I had none of that.
So,lets talk about Tornado Potatoes for a minute. Have you had one of these grease bathed beauties? Last night was my second tornado potato and it did not disappoint. Okay, so here is the thing about these potatoes...they are shockingly neat to look at, expensive looking (in an artsy kind of way), sweet smelling, and oh so delicious! Unfortunately, they are so very bad for you it makes me think like I've committed some worldly sin by simply looking at them. Too bad, so sad. I ate it, and loved every minute of it...the line was slow..so I had plenty of time to hear my heart beating rapidly, and control the drool dripping off my chin in anticipation.
Okay, really what a night. Seriously...I haven't felt this way in a long time. I am going to be a bit vague here, and probably not make any sense to the rest of the world, but lets just say that when the world throws you a curve ball...it REALLY knows how to do it. WOW.
Tomorrow I will post a video blog (after I figure out how to do it).
On an end note...the CHAMPIX is not causing me any grief at the moment...and I think this may just work. There is my positivity for the day. Now, go eat a potato...and love it. Cheers to curve balls!
So, last night I had a really bizarre thing happen. I was on my way to a food festival which is an hour away from my home, and guess what? I endured the drive here, and a walk around the mall, and the drive to the food festival, and the food festival itself without smoking a cigarette. The best part is....I didn't even crave one! That is, until I got back to my car (after the festival)...then I smoked 3 (a wee bit stressed). Anyways, I thought it was a bit of a milestone along this so-called psychotic journey. Usually, I am craving a cigarette by the time I drive an hour ANYWHERE. It usually starts with a bit of anxiety, then some nerves, and then I just start talking fast, and planning where and when I can smoke soon. But, oh joy, oh bliss, I had none of that.
So,lets talk about Tornado Potatoes for a minute. Have you had one of these grease bathed beauties? Last night was my second tornado potato and it did not disappoint. Okay, so here is the thing about these potatoes...they are shockingly neat to look at, expensive looking (in an artsy kind of way), sweet smelling, and oh so delicious! Unfortunately, they are so very bad for you it makes me think like I've committed some worldly sin by simply looking at them. Too bad, so sad. I ate it, and loved every minute of it...the line was slow..so I had plenty of time to hear my heart beating rapidly, and control the drool dripping off my chin in anticipation.
Okay, really what a night. Seriously...I haven't felt this way in a long time. I am going to be a bit vague here, and probably not make any sense to the rest of the world, but lets just say that when the world throws you a curve ball...it REALLY knows how to do it. WOW.
Tomorrow I will post a video blog (after I figure out how to do it).
On an end note...the CHAMPIX is not causing me any grief at the moment...and I think this may just work. There is my positivity for the day. Now, go eat a potato...and love it. Cheers to curve balls!
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